Off for the weekend...
Our women's retreat is this weekend and I am so excited (just wish I felt 100%). Last year, I was not a part of any behind the scenes, just a participant. God blessed me much last year. I dealt with some of my anger, I was pampered like a princess (thank you, Monica), I built relationships, and blessed others around me. It was an amazing time.
This year, I am apprehensive about going. Last year I was too actually ( Sarah was moving so she didn't come so it was hard to go "alone"). I have dealt with a lot these past three months and feel like I can go and just have a good time. I'm in a skit tonight and that makes me a bit nervous. I don't want to screw up. The perfectionist in me, I tell ya!
I was up all night last night with horrible heart burn to the point of vomiting quite frequently, I even slept on the living room floor so not to keep Aaron up. I think he still woke up though. Poor guy. Not exactly how I wanted my evening to go with my hubby before leaving for the weekend!
I'm kind of all over the place random thoughts. I expect God to do amazing things this weekend. I expect to come home a changed person. I expect to have one on one time with God, something I just don't get at home anymore or don't make time for anyway. Time, oh the TIME I will have to spend ALONE, WITH God and by MYSELF! No offense ladies, but I need to lock myself away for an hour a day, I think! Oh, and I expect God to use me to minister to others this weekend.
In my own life, I am working on NOT swearing, being selfish, saying NO, not controlling anything!, forgiving and trusting Aaron, knowing I am God's child! God, do a work in me, continue to change me, help me keep the changes I've made on the fore front and NOT revert back to who I once was! I need you, Lord!
If you think of me, pray for me!
This year, I am apprehensive about going. Last year I was too actually ( Sarah was moving so she didn't come so it was hard to go "alone"). I have dealt with a lot these past three months and feel like I can go and just have a good time. I'm in a skit tonight and that makes me a bit nervous. I don't want to screw up. The perfectionist in me, I tell ya!
I was up all night last night with horrible heart burn to the point of vomiting quite frequently, I even slept on the living room floor so not to keep Aaron up. I think he still woke up though. Poor guy. Not exactly how I wanted my evening to go with my hubby before leaving for the weekend!
I'm kind of all over the place random thoughts. I expect God to do amazing things this weekend. I expect to come home a changed person. I expect to have one on one time with God, something I just don't get at home anymore or don't make time for anyway. Time, oh the TIME I will have to spend ALONE, WITH God and by MYSELF! No offense ladies, but I need to lock myself away for an hour a day, I think! Oh, and I expect God to use me to minister to others this weekend.
In my own life, I am working on NOT swearing, being selfish, saying NO, not controlling anything!, forgiving and trusting Aaron, knowing I am God's child! God, do a work in me, continue to change me, help me keep the changes I've made on the fore front and NOT revert back to who I once was! I need you, Lord!
If you think of me, pray for me!
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