Fears (Day 10 of 30)
I'm not afraid of much. I mean deathly afraid. I'm really not.
I don't like mice, but I'm not afraid of them. I just find them disgusting. I don't like spiders, but again, not really afraid.
What I am afraid of, anxiety ridden fear, losing my family!
I am fearful of Aaron, the kids, my parents, sisters, nieces, nephews, friends, friends' kids...dying! The pain of loss is horrifying to me. I don't want to feel that pain.
Morbid, yes! Fearful, yes!
I don't like mice, but I'm not afraid of them. I just find them disgusting. I don't like spiders, but again, not really afraid.
What I am afraid of, anxiety ridden fear, losing my family!
I am fearful of Aaron, the kids, my parents, sisters, nieces, nephews, friends, friends' kids...dying! The pain of loss is horrifying to me. I don't want to feel that pain.
Morbid, yes! Fearful, yes!
Comments
Ever have a mouse run over your foot? I did at an office I worked at years ago and it STILL skeeves me out.