No, I'd Rather Stay in Bed...

There are times, I get so overwelmed, depressed really and well...I'd rather stay in bed.

Like this past week when Jonathan's teacher called and said, "He scored 3% on his MAP test for reading and is struggling in math too."   It's all so overwelming and I'd rather stay in bed!

I jumped on the phone and had him signed up for many tests within a day of calling.  Let me tell you, that is NOT an easy task!  It's all so overwelming and again, I'd rather be in bed!

We are having him tested for ADD, Autism (Aspergers), and a learning disability.  It's all so overwelming and well...I'd rather stay in bed!

We have changed his diet and are now a (mostly) gluten-free and dairy-free family!  Cookbooks from the library, blogs, recipe sites, grocery stores, friends with recipes...it's all so overwelming and well...I'd rather stay in bed!

Psychology appointments, chats with teachers, meetings with the school social worker, filling out paper work...it's all so overwelming and well...you know, I'd rather stay in bed!

Hearing him talk about being lonely, having trouble reading, having no friends, crying because he doesn't want to go to school, throwing fits and acting impulsively...you guessed it, it's all so overwelming and I'd rather stay in bed!

So, if you think of Jonathan and his struggles with relationships and school, please pray for him.  If you think of Aaron and I and how our hearts are breaking because our son is having difficulties, please pray for us.  Because, well, it's all so overwelming and I'd rather stay in bed!

Comments

MamaBear said…
Emotional stuff is SO difficult! My sister has many of those symptoms and as her sister I just wanted to FIX it all. Remember that he is perfectly and wonderfully made - you will get through this! Even if you need to take a nap everyone once in a while :)
Maija N said…
I'm so sorry you have to deal with this. As a mom that would be heart breaking and overwhelming. My thoughts and prayers are with you! You can do it! Way to take the first steps to make things better!
Anonymous said…
Remember, God does not give you something that you cant handle! If Great Grandma Anna could handle all of these challanges without all the doctors that we have now, you... of all people can do it too.
Anonymous said…
And get out of bed!
Becky Van Volkinburg said…
Aw, Jo, I'm sorry, when we can't immediately "fix" our kids it's heartbreaking, terrifying and just plain awful. We will be praying for wisdom, strength and peace in this part of the journey. Just remember, there is a diamond in this rough, this trial will lead to His glory and your amazing testimony that I know will help so many others. You are an amazing woman, wife, mom and kid of The King. You will get answers, you will know how to help Jonathan and you will get through this and be better for it. I love you and am here for you, still and always.
Shawn Englert said…
Wow. I am praying for you. I know everyone has times when they have a trial but this is amazing. You guys are a testimony of strength. What an awesome family! You are great friends.
Kami said…
Oh sweetie I know and understand how hard these kind of struggles can be. I have spent MANY hours talking with the school social worker because of my boys (though it was due to them acting out in anger related to their mama's death). It was such a hard period of time to go through. I relentlessly prayed over them, though. I truly believe the scripture that tells us to pray without ceasing! Sometimes it is so necessary. I can tell you that they have gotten a LOT better and that things around our home are back to a beautiful harmony. Praying that you see your harmony soon :)

Loves!
Lysana said…
Oh Jolene...you are a great Mom, a strong woman, and Jonathan is a wonderful little boy. You will get through this! At least you are learning how to help him manage better - that is a huge step! Praying for you and your family.
Amanda said…
Jolene... I am lifting you up to the Lord right now. You just about broke my heart with this... I cannot imagine the pain you are all enduring while determining to not give up!

You are SOOO being prayed for...

Blessings-
Amanda
Jolene said…
WOW, I don't even know what to say! Everyones thoughtful words and prayers are AMAZING! I will continue to blog about this every step of the way. It helps a ton to get it out there and work through it while typing. Thanks for your support! God bless you all!!!!

Not sure which family member wrote in, but don't worry, my butt is out of bed and I am pressing on!
Laura said…
Oh Jolene, I am so sorry your family is going through this! I can imagine as a mom this has got to be hard seeing your child going through this. I am so praying for Jonathan, you and Aaron! Please keep us updated on everything so we can specifically pray for your family! Hang in there Mama, you're doing GREAT! :)

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