Tonight

Tonight my heart is aching.  Tonight my head is confused.  Tonight I just want to cry.

Waiting. Worrying. Wanting.

Tonight I have a lump in my throat.  Tonight I have tears welling up in my eyes.  Tonight I have a knot in my stomach.

Blogging.  Broken.  Breathing.

Tonight I wonder.  Tonight I hope.  Tonight I fear.

Thinking.  Typing.  Trusting.

Tonight I know God is in control.  Tonight I know God wants what's best.  Tonight I know God is peace.